I had a plan.. 6 months strong.. I was set to die 02/15/2014..
Things had come about and within the final two weeks circumstances had come to me and a specific person had entered my life and changed everything..
It's been over a year now.. but during the meantime I died, for a short bit.. it was fantastic, peaceful, all anyone could ever hope for.. but I returned.. everything was fine for quite a while.. but now.. now it returns.. I don't think it ever left.. but the calling, the desire, the *need* to leave this place is growing..
I'm not sure how it will play out this time.. shall I revert to my prior plan? shall I expedite with a two gun salute to the temples? or will this need subside again, at least for the time being..
for now I wait.. and let the events play out.. to see where this path takes me..
